Honestly, I found church boring.
I was at the stage that I wanted to commit suicide in front of my 3 year old.
I prayed for help "if there was a God". I told Him that I knew that I was bad, and needed help. I also told Him that I couldn't understand the bible.
I asked Him to come inside of me and teach me how to be good.
Approximately 2 days later, my prayer was answered.
Thank You JAH.