Greetings Everybody,

My name is Bryan.

I was born and raised in Ohio, and for my whole life I have walked this Earth with that feeling in the back of my mind that 'something here is not right'.

IT is a haunting feeling that follows you everwhere.

If anybody has ever seen a Sci-Fi movie (there are many) where a person comes to their home and seeing their family talk in a slow mono-tone KNEW that this was not really their family, then they can relate.

Even from the time I was a small child I would compare the world around me to what seemed right, and it would never match up.

Something here was off.

I would go to 'publik skool' and feel it in my bones, I would watch t. v. and see it with my human eyes, I would lay in bed at night and feel it inside of me.

It was for sure, wherever I came from, this was not it.

Having this feeling cemented inside of me, I advanced through the years being called many things by many people.

Sometimes it was anti-social, sometimes it was over-social, sometimes it was dysfunctional, sometimes it was lazy, sometimes it was disrespectful to elders.

Usually it was along the lines of insubordinate.

I always had a sense of indignation at those people, the so called teachers and principals, the so called police and so forth. My attitude has always been 'Who in hell do they think they are??'

It turns out, I was right, this is hell.

I had been living inside of hell for the entire duration of my human life. I could never figure out why I would have to face such negative energy from people just for the things I would say and do, I could never figure out why there was the feeling of a 'Matrix' around me all of the time (with several rather obvious glitches) and lastly I could never figure out why, being a child, I felt as though I was an adult.

I figured it out slowly, so that nothing would be too overwhelming, that God had placed me here for a reason, and that reason would have also to be realized slowly.

When I first read The Way home, I was overjoyed.

I knew for a fact that this was what I had been waiting for, this is the thing God was telling me to hold out for, this was THE TRUTH we all needed to hear, and I knew would reach me in good (God's) time.

I was blown away! Who knew that all of the answers to all of the questions I had ever asked were all together in one book, who would have thought that after my whole life of searching, at the exact and perfect timing God would reveal everything that I yearned to know.

Truely God is an Awesome God Who never forgets a promise!

Gradually as all of the answers would seep into my understanding, I became more and more complete, and I could feel the difference. Reading this book had cleared all of the old junk from my mind, and was bringing in fresh thought.

The book had wiped clean my memory-banks and was reprogramming me from the inside out. It was as if I had taken some magic pill that made life sweet and made me feel like a child again.

The type of happiness no man can take from you was now mine.

I was for once in my life feeling as though I was in the exact right place at the exact right time for the exact right reason, and I knew that as happy as it had made me to be, it made God infinitely more joyful.

That was when the real joy started to take over!

And this Joy, I have learned, is not the type that comes and goes, this is the type of joy which God has stored up for those who will earn it, and is never lost where ever you go.

LLTF-LLTK

Bryan